Sunday 22 April 2012

Right now I feel bed is calling me for some rest. Don't give up your day job! What job!? Lifes work you mean? No! I won't! But for now I need a rest otherwise I will not be able to do jack (beep) for (beep) !

Goodnight and Sweetreams my little Angels and Demon friends :)

20 Random Questions

20 Random Questions

This is a game that we play called 20  Random Questions. I will list 20 questions of which, answer them on this page. Copy and Paste the list and then you can just type in your answers and post. A slightly more
entertaining way to get to know a bit more about each other.

Question                                                                                        

Q1: What is your favourite colour?
A1:  Red                                                   


Q2: What is most important to you, personality or looks?
A2:  Personality                   

Q3: If someone offered you £100,000,000 would you take it?
A3: No because I would want to work properly for it.
           
Q4: Where in the world would you most like to be right now?
A4: Not sure to be honest right this moment in time.              

Q5: Which do you perfer, the Sun or the Moon? 
A5: I know that both hold their importance to life on this planet and as part of
       our Universe but I prefer the Moon everytime, full ones especially.                                

Q6:  Are you married, have a partner, widowed or single?
A6:  Single                    

Q7:  When did you last cry? 
A7:   A few days ago                                                                

Q8: Computer Games or Films? 
A8: Computer Games everytime!                                                         

Q9: Have you ever fired a gun?
A9: Yes I have                                                            

Q10: If you've seen a shooting star
  has a wish ever come true when you wished on it?
 A10: No, never and I have seen 5 of them.                

Q11: What do you hate most about yourself internally?
A11:  Bad choices I've made.                          

Q12: If you could have any superpower what would it be?
A12: Immortality                    

Q13: Have you ever wanted to go into outer space?  
A13: Yes, thought about it quite a lot actually.                             

Q14: If you could change or have changed anything about
      yourself what would it be or what was it?  
A14: I stopped being so trusting of people, had a lot of bother due to being so trusting.
                                                                                                                                                
                                                                        
Q15: If someone says to you, you have never done this
      and you have never done that, or you have never
      been in that situation so you wouldn't do this or
      that, what is it you reply to them?  
A15: There's still time.                                                

Q16: What is the time right now where you are?
A16:  8:46am                                    

Q17: Do you believe sanity exists?
A17: No, not in the least.                                                         

Q18: Would you ever marry for money?
A18:  No, only for love                                                 

Q19: Have you ever broke a mirror?
A19: Yes! 7, all by accident!                                                       

Q20: Are you a Realist, Optimist, Idealist or Cynic?  
A20: Realist                           

General Page for off topics

This is just a general page for off topics

Not quite a diary, I mean..I had one once..but I lost it many moons ago..and besides I wouldn't want everybody reading my diary if I had one lol!

Saturday 21 April 2012

I apologise for any errors in my text, that you might not be able to fully understand in some places. If not I apologise, only I have not slept and my brain is all over the place and frankly not even just to do with not sleeping. I will edit these out sometime later on when or if my brain decides to return to me!!! Probably not!!! I mean......it has been missing for quite some time now!!

Now, if anybody has any suggestions or perhaps requests of something they might like to hear on the album feel free to contact me. I am open to all ideas and suggestions.


I also like to challenge myself, even when times hit lowest for me; even it may not appear not to people, what appears and what is the case are two different things as very often. Every penny made will make such a difference and as I have always said "Look after the pennies and the pounds will take care of themselves."

If only I could be a lottery winner, then I could help out a lot more where I would like to, but nothing much ever seems to work that way. I'm not saying I wouldn't spend any on me and close people to me at all; but, I don't need an awful lot myself. Just a place of my own would be pretty much enough and I think and feel that there a lot of people that are the same on this.


Now, I realise this will be some task considering that I have never actually even made an Album before. Like as in literally never completed one!!! So many reasons why I have not, and one of this because I have so much music that basically..well..put it this way..I go from one track to the next..get an idea..not sure where to go...onto something else...can't get all that I want. The thing is for the first time in the last year and half I am suffering with the absolute worst case of writers block that probably could be encountered to man!!!!! Well maybe not the worst...I don't know.....but it sure feels like it...because I used to literally write at least 10 tracks a day, most of the time...and lately...just been finding it all a bit of a task to get 1...but do you think that I will let even this stop me? No, I won't......because this should even help me get my creativity back...this should give me an incentive and even more of a reason to get it back...
In the past I have raised money for charity. However, the last thing that I did musically for charity was for Children in Need. I did a 24 sposored piano play. I literally played the Piano for 24 hours straight. A friend fed me food and drink, the only exception was toilet breaks. But, I kept a toy piano beside me, so that when I needed to go to the toilet, to make it more interesting and fun I took it with me!!! Played it till I got back to the Piano and there you have it! It was extremely exhausting! I hardly used my little fingers through playing it, and because I am self taught and not classically trained, for sure I have picked up bad habits. Now my little fingers are rather oddly spaced from my ring fingers, but that considering most things is a very small price to pay to play, unlike other things that are really not.